Up, Up and...

AWAY goes the worries of my life..

I haven't felt a single worry in over two weeks...

I didn't even worry much that there was a psycho on the loose..

Things just don't bother me.. I can't do blood pressure.. so what? I need to go back to school.. so what? I'm going to be alone all my life.. so what? I'm going to fail physical assessment.. so what? I haven't talked to you in a month.. so what? I eat too much junk food.. so what? I think I love you and it won't work out.. so what? THINGS ARE NOT PERFECT FOR ME... so..what?

I can't be perfect and that's okay for me, I'm going to survive, I'm going to live a full life and be happy doing so. I'm going to live day to day, moment to moment. I'm just going to be.

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You're something beautiful, a contradiction...

I wanna play the game, I want the friction... ;)

I love Muse, fabulous song! Anyways, today was a not so good day so I made a logical choice and decided not to do any school work because I knew deep down that it would only make things worse. So what did I do you may ask? Well I made kraft dinner and watched the movie 1984.. definitely was not what I expected. I started reading the book in the summer because my brother had it for an english assignment. I didn't finish it, but now I'm totally curious as to how closely the book follows the movie. I also had a tiny nap during it because I was super tired and just kind of died..oops? THEN I watched the rest of Camp Rock, I started watching it while I was away in Ontario the last week in August but never finished it. It was a pretty rocking movie, I sang along and everything :).

Now, I just finished cleaning my room and I think I'm going to read my beloved book, The Host. OH MY GOD, I absolutely love it, I swear if I don't finish it soon I'm gonna go nuts. It's so hard to put down but I have to will myself to leave it so I can do things such as sleep, go to class, eat and shower.. ya know all the stupid daily stuff that just needs to be done. I'm going home this weekend and it's going to be the absolute best time of my life :). Maybe I'll write about it ;).

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Tag?

Apparently I have been tagged by Clowin..

what to do:

• Link the blogger who tagged you (as shown above).

• In your blog, write up rules and then...

• Place 6 quirky facts about yourself that no one knows.

• Tag six other bloggers and link them.

• Visit each person's blog and leave them a comment informing them that they have been tagged.

ok, here we go:

1. I used to sleep with a piece of fur that I thought was seal fur, until someone told me it was a rabbit.. I was absolutely disgusted with myself

2. I'm terrified that I'm going to wake up when I'm 80 and still be alone.

3. I get embarrassed easily when people talk about sex

4. I've lost a few friends in the past few months and some days I wish I could get them back but then I realize how miserable I was with them around.

5. The people I've met at university have changed my life (for the better of course)

6. I'm extremely jealous of one of my best friends and I wish that my life was like hers most of the time.


Well there you go, six random things about me that I'm hoping you didn't know. Anyways, I'd love to sit and blog but I need to read physical assessment so that I can listen to heart sounds tomorrow. I like being able to do neat things like that :)

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Someone is loving liffffeeee...

AND ITS ME!!!!!!

Today has completely rocked my socks... I went shopping and bought a cute pair of shoes for the semi-formal tomorrow night.. I bought my mommy part of her Christmas present.. I bought cue cards to help me study muscles for anatomy and physiology.. My mom sent my dress for my semi-formal and IT FITS.... and I got an 85 on my bio lab midterm.. So all in all I love life! I'm swearing off junk food tomorrow and I'm hopefully going to stick to it. Seeing as the gym is out of commission due to a flood, I need to do something else. I could eat a horse and not notice I ate it, then gain 20 pounds. Anyways, life rocks and I rock.. so ya!

Jesus doesn't want me for a sunbeam....

Tonight.. I learned how to play risk! It was a decently fun time. I must say however that games which take three hours to play kill me. They should have a timer and a person must play in the alotted time. I have no patience! =( Now, I'm incredibly hyper and I feel like I could run a marathon (if I weren't so pleasantly plump of course).

Food, I love it too much, I wish they could make healthy food taste like fuzzy peaches, or Reese puffs cereal. Just have this magic flavoring for vegetables or something. Don't get me wrong, I love me some lettuce with a little tomato and some carrot, makes a great salad. But I'd much rather be eating some sugar or a bag of chips. How do you stop thinking about such things? Or craving them? I'm sure if someone could figure that out, they'd be a kajillionaire! Maybe that's what I'm meant to do with my life. Solve the obesity epidemic.. ha.. ha..

Anyways, tomorrow I'm spending the day in bed I think.. away from food, away from life's little hassles, just curled up with me and my stuffies. Yes, I'm 19 and still have stuffies, get the fuck over it, k thanks? So bed, tomorrow, for a really long time.. it will be heaven.

"Voooodooo lady, shaking that stick driving me crazy"

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