Bet your bottom dollar..

Trebuchet.. is this font, I thought that was some kind of catapult type thing, not a font that you write with. Maybe I'll wiki it.. hold on

BY GEORGE I WAS RIGHT! - - A trebuchet or trebucket is a siege engine that was employed in the Middle Ages either to smash masonry walls or to throw projectiles over them.

Why do I know such useless things?! Why can't my head be filled with things that are pertinant to my chosen career or something else useful?

My heart hurts.. I don't know why.. I wish I didn't feel emotional hurt a lot of the time. Physical pain is the way to go, you just pop a couple of advil or take some morphine et voila.. it's gone. Emotional pain sticks around long past it's welcome. I want everything to be butterflies and rainbows and roses... white roses, they are so pretty. Maybe some lilies too or some orchids.

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. My life is falling apart around me and I just want someone to pick up the pieces for me or hug me and tell me I'll be okay. I'm scared the sun isn't going to come out tomorrow.. I don't give a shit what that damn ginger Annie has to say about it. I'm ready to quit, actually ready to throw up the white flag, crawl into my bed and say I'm done. Prince Charming isn't coming, my school work isn't getting done, and I'm not getting any thinner. My arms and legs are done flailing in the water and I'm just ready to drown....

Erghugh

Wellll.. I think the title says it all!!!!

I haven't written in here in ages and ages and I just thought I'd take it up.. (not like anyone reads it)!
I'm currently super cranky and I don't know what to do about it, I've had a headache on and off for the past 3 days..
That might be a tiny reason! But anyways, my face has decided to break out too, I think deep down I feel stressed I just don't actually realize it..

Ummm.. and hopefully Clowin you will read this.. that man of my dreams doesn't exist anymore, he was more the man of my nightmares :). Thank you for everything, I love you to death and then some :)

And this just in, a little side note - 2008 was actually good for me for the most part, I was just too damn ridiculous to see it. I accomplished a lot and I plan to accomplish more this year. Luckily I don't have the added weight of certain things anymore. Most days it feels like the world is at my fingertips :)